We are in the final countdown to the end of the summer holidays. In a blink of a eye my teeny tiny baby is starting school. It's something that's been sitting there at the back of my brain. Festering unsure quite what to do with itself. I'm in two different minds of Charlotte starting school. … Continue reading Time flies when your having fun…
Lets get the nitty gritty out of the way, I am no medical professional. This blog post has sat for months with the unanswered question. Can I really let people into my head that much? But everyone's journey is different and this is my path at the moment. One of the reasons I actually started … Continue reading When the Villain returns for the second time “PND does it ever leave”
When I look at this picture I first used to see how slim I was so soon after having Charlotte. All smiles but this photo was taken 1 month before I walked into the doctors and said I need help before I do something. Behind those eyes was a new mum that couldn’t cope with … Continue reading A Picture can hide a thousand words
For the last 4 years I have been Mummy. Its a job, I'm proud of it in some respects. Slowly but surely I stopped being funny care free Caz and became "Mummy". Over the years your identity changes, first when I used to go to the baby groups I would introduce myself as Caz before … Continue reading Hello Be My Mummy Friend
Over the last few months, when I’ve looked in the mirror what has looked back at me I’ve grown to despise. This might seem quite a harsh words to use but to not be happy in your own skin anymore can be soul destroying. Everything I wear, I feel like it doesn’t fit, I have … Continue reading A sincere apology to my body
You may be my second but you share the space in my heart equally which I really worried about before you made your entrance. I had no idea why, once I looked into your big blue eyes. You may not be the first to call me Mummy but you will be my last. Your most … Continue reading How are you turning one already, didn’t I just give birth to you?
As it draws closer and closer to Fraser's first Birthday, things are starting to be asked and memories are starting to become clearer. When my blue eyed boy finally made his entrance into the world the whole 8 pounds 10 oz of him. At 2:51 Am on the 8th of May 2017 he finally arrived. … Continue reading “Some of the Greatest Adventures don’t always go to plan”…. Fraser’s Birth Story
I've have now racked up about a month worth of shifts at work. I knew it would be a whole different kettle of fish this time going back. *apologies I do love a play on words*. The first few days at work I felt utterly lost, like the new girl all over again. It was … Continue reading “Fish out of water” – First Month back At Work
I've been writing blog posts for a while. I would type them up in the notes section of my phone, then sooner or later they would move into my blog drafts. Then they would just sit there because I just couldn't bring myself to publish them. Your probably thinking why not publish them, grow a … Continue reading Why Blog Now?
Here we go, I’m 3 weeks away from returning back to the daily grind of work. I’m sitting here, trying to string together some sort of sentence to put down how I feel about this page turning event. The fact that I will be back to work after being off for nearly 10 months. This … Continue reading Returning Back To Work – After The Second Baby